ABout Me N MyLife

When we heard this kind of words, we will feel sorry for the owner of love. Why? because this is so damn hurtful feeling. but, it is not the point of my article. I have experience it myself. at last, I will say it is kind of beautiful to have this kind of feeling. in the past i keeps worried about my own feeling. why? because I am not sure if i can live with someone for the rest of my life. fortunately, i meet this guy who can erase all doubt about myself. now, I can assure anyone that i love, I can love them for the rest of my life. As I said before, it is unrequited love, so it is no happy ending. ^^

I will share this. I am getting over this situation immediately as i never imagine before. We still being friends and no awkward things between us till this moment. the key is be honest and accept the reality. He knows exactly how i feel but i have made it so clear to him that i am not hoping anything, so he do not have to feel uneasy or awkward around me, so do i. I have live it for a long time and i have no worries at all. In the past I can be a little bit jealous and too sensitive about a simple thing and grows a hope. But, it will not works for me today. I have learn to separate special attraction and common attraction based on people’s uniqueness.

Then, I have see for myself an unrequited love that is a little bit forceful and expecting a lot of ways to reach the lovers. the lovers herself already give a clear statement about how she feels toward he. Instead of keeping he away, he keeps being around. he is being so annoying. Everyday, each time, he will told her how much he loves her. He even try to trap her to a routine together just for spending times beside her. I never say it is wrong but it will be disturbance for her. Instead to grow love, he will grow hate in her heart.

I know, unrequited love will be so painful and beautiful in the same time. But, try to be a sportive player instead to be random player. the difference is a sportive player knows when to keep moving, when to stop and they have their mind and heart in combine to build or to stop their action. in the other hand, a random player will play as their heart please. They will ignore the ethics and morals.

we have to let our heart play but we have to remember our logic too. Life is not just about love but also about rules. Love that is no rules is a pathetic love. Rules makes love in the track, and love is the foundation of the right rules. without love, there is no rules, because of love, we need rules, and because of that rules is a must to obey to keep our love and grow it our heart.